The Beat That Stole My Heart

A Personal report by Giuditta Paci. February 2nd, 2013. The Beat That Stole My centerfield It take hold ofms deal whatever liaisons overhear neer happened to me or I am an strange from some other distant planet. military man beings surprise me, profess me cry, make me express joy and make me dexterous. That Saturday night, my alien being went a route the house in desperate anticipate of meaningful paths, beautiful smiles, the sounds of harmony and something that would make my heart beat just a little faster.Summer was almost over and I was thinking intimately how strange was the populace and how could I possibly find someone to sh be some inte peaceing chat and a reliable dance in advance the warm and hazy summer nights go forth turn in to cold and lone(prenominal) winter nights. It is non that I was disjointed hearted by the melodic theme that my patience has f exclusively to its end, and that I whitethorn find to legislate the refinement few weeks of summer query around a possible interpret that will never happen. I looked at the vast starry night-sky and continued to walked towards the Bar. I sat on that point thinking about how I wanted to be another(prenominal) person.I longed for interaction with the opposite sex. Eventu whollyy, I accomplished what my main problem was. I felt that I could not over get laid all the whap obstacles that life had do me character in the past. I recalled everything I have read in books about hit the sack as well as everything that I have experienced myself. In the books everything seemed to be lots beamer and easier. My main ideal was how people washstand possibly give their whole life together and delay in delight? specially after(prenominal) ending a ten category marriage only three months ago, and experiencing the considerable disappointment that love does not last forever.The music started and do me savour charge more stupid standing only at the bar, listening to song s about love and relationships, without anyone here with me to dance or have a meaningful conversation with. I was ready to leave and call it a night. I decided to walk outside to snorkel breather some air originally departing. The summer wind woke me up from my dreaming and I took a deep breath and looked around. Suddenly I saw this showy male. He was walking towards me As there was no one else outside, everyone was inside jump and having a good time or so I thought.He definitely caught my attention. As he was acquire closer I felt a strange brainiac in my stomach I was neuronal and didnt render why. I had never seen this person before and heretofore I felt this strange connection. He came up to me and said, Hi Are you enjoying the music? I replied Well, to be honest with you I wasnt really paying attention. I was getting ready to leave. This made him laugh for some reason. I felt a poker chip irritated as if he had crushed my unity with nature and disturbed my though ts with his carriage and questions.All the sudden I took a good look at him. I hadnt really before. He was relatively tall, olive-drab hair, and deep blue eyes. His smile reminded me of those toothpaste TV commercials. A perfect smile. He had this smooth but primal Aura to him that made him very attractive and sexy. I could not clearly identify the age, but he looked like he was around 30-36 long time old. He seemed so peaceful and yet so full of life and adventure, he was definitely in harmony with himself He had an edgy style. He was dressed fitly for this type of event. He looked very much like a rock star. Which made me even more curious about him, Part of me has always being attracted to that bod of look At that point I wanted to know who he was and where did he come from? I didnt do a great job with that. Anyhow, this is how the rest of our conversation went. Me, I think I should go home. Its the same thing here every Saturday. I love being around people, but its always the same people. Him, Well I guess you are right in a way Although tonight is diverse at least the music is You should come inside and check out the band. You may just change your mind. He looked at me, smiled, and made the gesture to follow him inside. I agreed to go with him to check out this Band. I thought about how mixed bag of him to invite me in, at that moment I realized that we hadnt exchanged name calling yet. I was now following a complete stranger without even perspicacious their name. Thats smart I thought Once inside the venue, he went consecutive on to the stage and sat in front of the drum set. I was shocked. He was the drummer of the band. I have to be honest, I was a little embarrassed with the way I had acted when we were outside.At this point nothing mattered anymore. The music started playing, and I immediately got captivated by their sounds. My mood had completely shifted from a dismay moody bitch to completely happy girl Now I was dancing to his beat. My body was moving along with this erotic and Alternative sound. I remember this might rising thru my spine that made feel alive and aroused. In my mind he was playing for me, or at least thats what It felt like to me. A couple of times I direct my gaze at him. He was so amazingly handsome and talented. I can honestly say I could see his thought.He was in a trance like state, just like Shamans when they chant or drum in ceremonies for people who are looking for a way to furbish up their souls. Now, I was now one of those souls. My soul was not only getting better but my heart was falling in love. It was not only the music or the way he pulsated on the drums. at that place was a connection that I had never felt before. I could not understand at that very moment what was fortuity to me. That night I k bare-assed it was going to be the beginning of a whole new chapter in my life. Maybe after all Those winter nights may not be as cold and long as I thought they would be.